persona of feelings #2

lately been posting about feelings.

can't get enough of it. can't let it out.

that's why I chose blog to express the emotion.

I am really piss right now.

I want to cry.

I want to swear.

I want to just punch him... or her.

All of my expression kept rafting in my body. It gave me chills.

I've been so fuckin emo. Don't really like it.

I just need to express this through somethings.

I don't get it, don't get the situation.

I'm angry

but yet

I couldn't do anything.

Is it normal?

Is it normal, when you are stuck in a position like me?

Can't understand every bit of my emotion.

it's a bit confusing to me. or maybe for you too.

I'm angry, I guess. 

but it seems....

nah... I know I'll be better. I know I'll be okey. :)

persona of feelings

I hate being tough

too tough that is

Sometimes I couldn't bare to here it

Sometimes it just came a glimpse in my mind

then it's fading

I'm a human

should be strong?

should let my self into the situation?

or should I just "let it be"?

please tell me.

ps : I don't know who is my real friend is. I don't know that.. friendship is like a cold fuckin war.

it's refreshing!

hello. i miss updating blog and sharing with you my thoughts of todays world. What's happenin? i've been so busy with the tests and works. Design is not easy as it looks. I've been struggling with it for months. Hope I'll pass the exams, can't wait for the tests result.

one of the design that I've made

Hey you know what? I reduce my stress by having a hair cut!

Before

after

What do you think? For me personally, I love this new look, better than the long hair. Been feeling so light and free.... NEW LOOK IS ALWAYS THE KEY, MY FRIEND!

I've been missing someone lately. I've been questioning my love to him. I wish I know how am I going to do to unlock this relationship mystery. 

merry christmas & happy new year peeps!

ps: hope you guys gotta best, the dopest, holiday ever :)

a long way.

It has been a long time since i wrote anything, been very busy with university and stuff. My life been very different since I entered university. Loads of things needs to be think of. I kept reminding myself that I'm not a high school student anymore. Need to face everything now by my own. 

Delete some of my friends in facebook cause some them are so annoooyyinngg and my friend dared me to delete 90% percent of my facebook friends! which i didn't do it :)

Being an art student is quite exhausting. The lecturer sometimes made us re-do our work. I hate it, especially when it comes to painting it all over again. uggghh! the hell with it, i s

till love what i'm doing now.

Description pictures :

1. Ykha C.U.T.S

2. Itta C.U.T.S

3. The guitarist from united by haircuts

4. Beach in Phuket

ps: i'm not feeling very well today. actually since yesterday. fuck