save it.

i don't hate my hair. i just love it. i play around with my hair. acting all quirky and stuff. i don't give a damn about it!

Love

azt

i want this that... gimme gimme

a lot of things in my mind know. i want a lot of things! hha.. so i made a list.. nyheheheh

1. i want a new laptop (Checked!)

2. i want this style (especially the shoes)

3.i want holiday!i demand a REAL holiday!

4. i want lascar pelangi soundtrack

5. i want big glasses. hee =D

now, the playlist for this month

1.baby i'm back - akon

2. tatiana - pee wee gaskin

3.come on guys - back to yohanna

4. from the inside out - hillsong *hhe. religious.

5.menu - zeke and the popo

6. northern downpour - panic at the disco!

7. kiss the pain away - hollywood nobody

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azt

o m f g

wow.. today was really a rough day for me and maybe some of my friends. we kindda faced a lot of assignment and a lot of problems going on. i don't know what should i do with my homework. unorganize is the right word. i can't figure it out what homework should i do first. i am so fucked up on everything..
next week i'll be having my holiday. hahahaha... NOT!!
i'll be studying for my try out test for IB. no holiday definitely. but in other condition, i'll be goin to bali! horeeeee....

i'm counting the days till my graduation day. can't wait for graduate, but i don't wanna leave my friends..

love

azt

a very bad day

yeah.. like the title above. i wasn't very happy today. it was my math score made my mood dropped into pieces. i was surprise in a bad way. i didn't realize that i got a worse score. fuck.

then i start thinking really bad : "i'm not good in what i'm doing". gosh, i started to cry. nata and anne saw me. i know, i am a very cengeng. gue gagg pernah ngerasa segini sedihnya when it comes to math. i never good at it. sigh.... i don't like this kind of situation.

gue pngn lbh giat blajar. i promise myself to improve..

btw, i cut my hair.. hhe

Title : pamer ketek. peace out motha fucka.. hahha

weird huh? let's see another one :

title : my hair is too short. maluuu

hahahha. what do you think people?

btw, i've been taking web cam photos with my friends. banyaakkk beth! hahaha. dan smuanya kocak gilak! haha. this is my fave one :

i loveee this one! everyone look so goovy! especially greta. cewek yang triak "raaawwwwwrrr!!!"

hahahhaa.

my friends made my day.

i miss hugging someone...

love

azt

university.... dillema?

my dad told me not to go to San Fransisco. Left 3 university....

i gotta apply the form and everything. i creeps me out.. i hope i got into one of the univ i chose.

it's almost 7.. school is goin to be started in 5 minutes. i'll write to guys later...



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azt

University Dillema

i've been thinking about my university for these few days. a lot of unverisity names is in my head now... i kept on asking my friends bout what do you think of this university, what are the qualities, bla bla bla. i got some list of unversity that are stuck in my head :

1. UPH (i'm planning to take broadcasting)
2. Trisakti ( Fine arts or in Indonesia we call it Seni Rupa)
3. Lasalle college ( Fashion business. yipee!)

lastly.. this is what made me change my mind about entering univ in jakarta..

4. An art school in San Fransisco....(Advertising or photography)

i don't know which one that i'll take. if i decide to go to San Fransisco then i have to take TOEFL test which i really afraid of.
eventhough it is a hard decision to make, i kept praying to God. i know it sound religious and all that, but you know what i give it all to the Him. i trust Him and know that He will help in choosing the right univ for me...

ok then.. well i've been doing goofy stuff too with my friends. hahaha.




Anne and nataa... we're making a weird boat. hahahaha

weird boat made be quirky people. hahaha

i want a holiday.

Love

azt

i think sooo

friends









i think i'm in love again. with the same guy.



i kept thinking of him..


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azt

farewell bertz!

gosh.. i just went back from airport. Last time i told you about my friend albertz that goin to move to seattle for his study. yeah, i went to the airport to say goodbye to him. It was really a sad moment for me and my friends. I wanna cry but i hold those tears and trying to be strong for him. Albertz did cry too.. i never saw him cry that bad. those tears are just running thru his eyes. my friend jessica cried too.. she cried harder than i thought. cause she and albertz were friends since they were in kindergarten. i took some pictures ofcourse. here are some of the pictures :



Albertz was talking on the phone while we are taking picture.




in this picture : dea, me, and nata. hungry hungry hungry!



me and albertz. i'm gonna miss this guy!



yeah, everything changing. life gotta move on. each one of us got different plans for our lifes. so albertz, if you are reading this, pay attention. bertz, be careful and study hard. we are goin to miss you a lot. be a good boy, klo ud balik k jkt jgn lupa kontek" kita yaa.. love ya men!

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azt

post again!

i'm so bored right now..i really wanna do my homework but i got this procrastinate feelings inside of me! so then i go online. listen to some indie music, chilling, smoking some ciggs, and enjoying being alone *my mom and dad are both in Bali*

i'm listening to this band call Backalley. and you know what?!i'm in love with their songs!!!! goshh.. it's like pop and 80'S sound... really, seriously, extremely awsome you guys should check them out!

http://www.myspace.com/backalleyrock

weekend.. weekend... yeahyeah!

love

azt

say yes to weekend!

yeayy!! tomorrow is weekend. got some time to rest and enjoying being young*hahaha*
but other than that i still gotta homework to do, suck isn't it? i need sometime to refresh my mind. gotta have a greak somehow. my parents are really dissapointed with my school. when i got in to that school(let's just call it the "weird" school) i never had a lot of homework like now... but maybe things go by and things change. ohh well..!

on sunday my friend albertz will go to seattle to live there. me and my friends will go there and meet him to wave a good bye to him. i know right! it will be a sad moment. we were quite close back then. i'll post some photo in the "bandara" with him.

anyway,........ i got a aphoto of the week.. hehehehe...



this is a picture that my math teacher took while we were in pulau pari.

title for the photo : picking up shits!
hahaha

love

azt

high school almost over!

yeap! high school it's almost over. but school works completely full of crap!
Teachers gave a TONS of homeworks to do. Now everything goes hectic. I got no time for socializing. no time for dates. no time for going out with friends and family. Holiday is like a work day for me. After this idul fitri holiday i'll have my mock exams, so i gonna have to study hard during my one week holiday. it's just so crappy.

I haven't finish reading scarlet letter. Gotta go back to studying. c u

love

azt