do i look normal?do i FEEL normal?

Sometimes i feel very weird and my mood is up and down. I got very mellow sometimes, i got very angry.

is this a normal thing that a girl do? puberty, that's what people call right? 

i felt lonely right now.. i felt that i want to do some EXTRAORDINARY things that people will said,"Dude, is she crazy?"

oo yeah..! i do like to do some unusual stuff. sometimes i don't care what people think or said. 

i need encouragement too! i need to feel comfortable and welcome.

honestly, i really want to go to college as soon as possible. I can't stand school and my teenager drama in my everyday life. it suck! i wanna go to places where i could i say,"thank GOD! i don't need to live my fuckin life...for awhile".

i got math mock exam tomorrow, i'm not ready. i hate math! it's stupid and unbelievable. 

i know, i complain a lot. well, i have a complaining character. it release my thoughts.

i miss mr sweet. i miss talking and hanging out with him.

love

azt